Life of confusion
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In the world of science and technology there is no one is perfect fit for the nature, literally no one. Ye baat hai 2018 ki jb ek confused ladke ki life me ek bohot bada change tha jisne apni 11th ki padhai commerce se ki aor 12th me usne science ki padhai karne ka soch liya, iska bs ek hi reason tha ke usko 11th commerce ki classes nahi mili. 12th me science stream ko choose karna ke baad 12th kb khatam huii pata hi nahi chala.
12th khatam hone ke baad ekdam se engineering and technology ke field me admission le liya jiska natija muze apne first sem me hi pata chal gaya, mai sach bata Raha hu maine apne engineering ka jo 1st year tha use bohot serious liya tha magar wo kuch hota hai na "sb baatein batayi nahi jati " fir isi tarah mera 1st year guzra aor mera jo dil tha wo Tut kar bikhar gaya tha wo sari galtiya, wo sari khamiya, wo sari batein yad aa rahi thi jo muze kisi ne pehle batayi thi magar koi tha jo mere dukh me kisi ki Khushi fuli nahi sama rahi thi. Apne aap ko bohot low le raha tha. Ab mera year drop le chuka tha kyu ke mai serious nahi tha ab apne 1st year me ab muze bohot bura lg raha tha.iska fayda uthaya mere apno ne mere apne ghar walo ne ek failure ke baad unhone muze dukan ki kuch zimmedariya muze saomp di jiske karan mera pura din disturb rehta tha. Jaise jaise saal bitate gaye dukan ki zimmedariya muze milti gayi ab mera graduation time extend ho chuka hai aor mera abhi 3rd year clear ho chuka hai magar ab bhi mera 2nd year ka ek subject me KT lagi hai jiske karan mai apne final year me addmission nahi le sakta hun aor nahi mil raha hai kyonki ye rule hai agar final year me addmission lena hai to second year clear hona chahiye and 3rd year ke 70% subject clear hone chahiye.
Ab mere graduation ke 7 saal khatam ho chuke hai aor mai abhi bhi apne final year me addmission nahi le pa raha hun.
Bohot helpless feel kr raha hu,
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